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Ghost of You and Me

What am I supposed to do
With all these blues
Haunting me, everywhere, no matter what I do

Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I can't let go
When will this night be over

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

Seen a lot of broken hearts go sailing by
Phantom ships, lost at sea
And one of them is mine
Raising my glass, I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why
The stars don't seem to guide me

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call
Following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what's left of my heart and soul

Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I can't let go
When will this night be over

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

Back Here

Baby set me free from this misery
I can't take it no more
Since you went away nothing's been the same
Don't know what I'm living for
Here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do

Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go

So I told you lies even made you cry
Baby I was so wrong
Girl I promise you now my love is true
This is where my heart belongs
Cos here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do

And I wonder, are you thinking of me
Cos I'm thinking of you
And I wonder
Are you ever coming back in my life?
Cos here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do

《血门徒/茶舞/One Last Dance》

Quote a phrase from the movie poster:

Every piece tells a different story.

Heard that "One Last Dance" is a nice movie. I borrowed it from Mona during CNY but I did not have the time to watch it so I just saved it into my laptop. It has been more than a week and I finally have the chance to watch it just now.

Someone comments on the movie:

如果你看不懂《茶舞》，不是你的IQ有问题，怪就怪导演故意将剧情剪辑的支离破碎，甚至设置陷阱误导你～

I agree with that. This movie is a bit... confusing. Frankly, I don't really understand the whole story. Its way of presenting the story mades me feel dizzy with all the scenes not in chronological order.

Maybe it is some special and new way of bringing out the idea. But sorry, I find it really confusing. I fail to see any attracting part of it.

I still prefer simple stories, which are straighforward and easily understood.

However, the theme song entitled Broken Orange is really nice. I spent some time to get it from Internet.

Broken Orange - Pakk Hui

如果紧闭双眼 深层清晰
浓茶中可见闪相
残亮至死
凭是我的工作
旺是我价值
这一些灿烂
夺目彩色经已不关注
没法看清楚了
在两息之间
只可以活着
代表残色的爱

阿牛 《哭》

以前我看到朋友哭　我很羡慕
可是我怎么逗我自己　怎么弄我自己
我的眼泪都流不出
总觉得能够哭的朋友　都很幸福
能够把满的无奈　满腔的痛苦
让泪水带走

最苦是泪水哽在心头流不出
就象要爱　却不懂怎么去爱
自己哭过后才明白
流过泪的眼睛　将生命看得更清楚

只有真正懂得付出的人
才懂得何为哭　为何哭
再坚强的心偶尔也会脆弱
心会痛 心也会感动
只有曾经真心付出的人
才懂得何为哭 为何哭
泪水要记得为真心保留
眼泪别白白地流

张学友 《李香兰》

恼春风 我心因何恼春风
说不出 借酒相送
夜雨浓 雨点透射到照片中
回头似是梦 无法弹动
迷住凝望你 裉色照片中

啊… 像花虽未红 如冰虽不冻
却像有无数说话 可惜我听不懂
啊… 是怀酒渐浓 或我心真空
何以感震动

照片中 那可以投照片中
盼找到 时间裂逢
夜放纵 告知我难寻你芳踪
回头也是梦 仍似被动
逃避凝望你 仍深印脑中

啊… 像花虽未红 如冰虽不冻
却像有无数说话 可惜我听不懂
啊… 是怀酒渐浓 或我心真空
何以感震动

好歌分享

如果爱下去 - 张靓颖

街头那一对和我们好像
这城市华灯初上多两个人悲剧散场
放开拥抱就各奔一方

看着他们我就湿了眼眶
不回头两个方向流着泪的破碎脸庞
仿佛我们昨天又重放

很久以前如果我们爱下去会怎样
最后一次相信地久天长
曾在你温暖手掌不需要想象
以后我漫长的孤单流浪
很久以前如果我们爱下去会怎样
毫无疑问爱情当作信仰
可是生活已经是另一番模样
我希望永远学不会坚强

街头那一对和我们好像
放开拥抱就各奔一方

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觉得这首歌曲挺不错的，然后就稍微注意了一下歌手，原来她是超女的优胜者。难得有歌唱实力，又有美丽的外貌。

我并不怎么追看那些推选偶像的节目，因为在我的印象里，根据我所看过的一些诸如此类的节目，真正有歌唱实力的人，都是因为缺少观众支持而惨被淘汰。而一些没有什么雄厚歌唱实力的人，只要深得民心，获得多一些的电话投选，就可以过关斩将了。

以前爸爸一边看Singapore Idol，一边在骂。因为很有歌唱实力的Olinda竟然被淘汰，而没有歌唱实力的人竟然可以突围而出，让他百思不解。

其实，一切只是儿戏，都说了是选偶像，你真的有歌唱实力又怎样？重点是，你要有当偶像的本钱，能够让观众喜欢，那胜利就不是问题了……

现代人的衡量标准，就是这样的。大家都是先敬罗衣后敬人，这是一个以物质作为衡量标准的时代，已经很少有人会懂得如何真正去衡量一个人内在的价值了……

收获和付出

It’s Saturday. I have been doing nothing special at home for the past few days. I spent my days doing all the cleaning and cooking at home. Maybe I can try to persuade my mum to me as her maid =)

(This is really a great idea, isn’t it?)

Oh yeah! I did do something special at home. I spent two days on watching the Taiwan serial drama 《真命天女 - Reaching for the Stars》, which I borrowed from Joan. That is actually a quite silly and meaningless story. But it does help me to kill time efficiently. S.H.E as the main lead of the story makes it not that boring. And I do love the lyric of the song.

《星光》

相约来到这世上 却在途中失散 走的路是否一样
(上帝布置的悲伤 和分配的阳光 你和我是否一样)
看着同一片艳阳 我忽然有预感 久违的陌生人会遇上
(拥抱同一种信仰 我忽然有预感 我们会是彼此的星探 )

也许是你笑的弧度和我很像
也许是因为守护的星座和我一样
也许是漫长的黑夜特别孤单
才会背靠着背一起等天亮

黑夜如果不黑暗 美梦又何必向往
破晓会是坚持的人最后获得的奖赏
黑夜如果太黑暗 我们就闭上眼看
希望若不熄灭就会亮成心中的星光

Reaching for the stars… It is said that if you pay effort to fulfill your dream, then there will be one day the dream comes true. Hmm… That’s just too idealistic. That is actually not so real in life. There are just so many things, even if you keep on trying, trying and trying, they just will not come true.

收获和付出，很多时候都是不成正比的……

周杰伦 - 心雨

橡树的绿叶啊 白色的竹篱笆
好想告诉我的她 这里像幅画
去年的圣诞卡 记忆在你的芜杂
画面开始没有她 我还在装傻

噢 说好为我泡花茶 学习摆刀叉
学生宿舍空荡荡的家
守着电话却等不到她

心里的雨倾盆的下 也沾不湿她的发
泪晕开明信片上的牵挂
那伤心原来没有时差
心里的雨倾盆的下 却始终淋不到她
寒风经过院子里的枝桠
也冷却了我手中的鲜花

十面埋伏 - 陳奕迅

聞說你　時常在下午　來這裡寄信件
逢禮拜　留連藝術展　還是未間斷
何以我　來回巡邏遍　仍然和你擦肩
還仍然　在各自宇宙　錯過了春天

只差一點點　即可以再會面  可惜偏偏剛剛擦過
十面埋伏過　孤單感更赤裸

總差一點點　先可以再會面  彷彿應該一早見過
但直行直過　只差一個眼波  〔將彼此錯過〕

遲兩秒　搭上地下鐵　能與你碰上麼
如提前　十步入電梯　誰又被錯過
和某某　從來未預約　為何能見更多
全城來撞你　但最後　處處有險阻

軌跡改變角度交錯　寂寞城市又再探戈
天空閃過燦爛花火　和你不再為愛奔波

總差一點點　先可以再會面  悔不當初　輕輕放過
現在懲罰我　分手分錯了麼

分開一千天　天天盼再會面  只怕使你　先找到我
但直行直過　天都幫你去躲  躲開不見我

蔡依林 - 反覆记号

爱情微笑著开始是美好　拥抱了之後是依靠　触摸幸福坦诚勇敢
我们都在无限的符号里飘　热烈了以後却逃掉　坚持弃权走掉
留下蹦紧的笑 短暂而跳跃　我们习惯安静的放掉

也许我们都在寻找　属於爱情透明的句号
以为找到我们之间　却不是等号
也许我们都在寻找　属於眼泪的休止符号
我们却像平行的双向道　只剩下各自单向的轨道 (逃离分开的惊叹号)

这样的反覆记号　会在那一刻放掉
陷在里面　什麼也无法抛掉　抛掉

Too Close For Comfort - McFly

I never meant the things I said
To make you cry can I say I'm sorry
It's hard to forget and yes I regret
All these mistakes

I don't know why you're leaving me
But I know you must have your reasons
There's tears in your eyes I watch as you cry
But it's getting late

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I wanted in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
And driving you home
Guess I'll never know

Remember when we scratched our names
Into the sand and told me you loved me
But now that I find that you've changed your mind
I'm lost for words

And everything I feel for you
I wrote down on one piece of paper
The one in your hand, you won't understand
How much it hurts to let you go

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I wanted in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort
driving you home
Guess I'll never know

All this time you've been telling me lies
Hidden in bags that are under your eyes
And when I asked you I knew I was right

But if you turn your back on me now
That I need you most
But you chose let me down, down, down
Wont you think about what you're about to do to me
And back down...

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I wanted in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I wanted in
(Yeah yeah)

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I wanted in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
I'm driving you home
Guess I'll never know

Super Woman

Early in the morning I put breakfast at your table
and I make sure that your coffee has it's sugar and cream
Your eggs are over easy and you toast is lightly
All that's missing is your morning kiss that used to greet me
Now you say the juice is sour, it used to be so sweet,
And I can't help but to wonder if you're talking about me
We don't talk the way we used to talk, it's hurting so deep
I've got my pride, I will not cry, but it's making me weak

I'm not your super woman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down and think that eveything's ok
Boy, I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional heart as a token of love from you to me
Ooh baby......

I find my way through the rush hour, try to make it home just for you
I want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you
But when you get there, you just tell me, you're not hungry at all
You said you'd rather read the paper and you don't want to talk
You like to think that I'm just crazy when I say that you've changed
I'm convinced I know the problem, you don't love me the same
You're just going through the motions and you're not being fair
I've got my pride, I will not cry, still I can't help but care

I'm not your super woman... Oh no, no, no
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down and think that eveything's ok
Boy, I am only human... I'm only human
This girl needs more than occasional heart as a token of love from you to me

Ooh baby, look into the corners of your mind
I'll always be there for you, through good and bad times
But I can't be that super woman that you want me to be
I'll give my ever lasting love if you return love to me

I'm not your super woman Oh no, oh no
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down and think that eveything's ok
Boy, I am only human I'm only human
This girl needs more than occasional heart as a token of love from you to me

If you feel it in your heart and you understand me,
stop right where you are, everybody sing along with me
I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet,
but you got to realise that you got to be sweeter to me
I need love, I need love, your love

=天空=

听着自己的心跳 没有规则的跳跃
我安静的在思考 并不想被谁打扰
我们曾紧紧拥抱 却又轻易地放掉
这种感觉很微妙 该怎麽说才好
时间分割成对角 停止你对我的好
瓦解我们的依靠

在你离开之后的天空 我像风筝寻一个梦
雨后的天空 是否有放晴后的面容
我静静的望着天空 试着寻找失落的感动
只能用笑容 期待着雨过天晴的彩虹

不死之身 --- 林俊杰

阳光放弃这最后一秒 让世界被黑暗笼罩 惩罚着人们的骄傲
我忍受寒冷的煎熬 和北风狂妄的咆哮 对命运做抵抗
这是无法避免的浩劫 不论你以为你是谁 任何事情任何一切
喔 亲爱的别难过 只要紧紧握着我的手

地球毁灭了以后 我仍爱你爱的不知天高地厚
为你再造一个新宇宙 不死之身 不死的温柔

这是无法避免的浩劫 不论你以为你是谁 任何事情任何一切
喔 亲爱的别难过 只要紧紧握着我的手

地球毁灭了以后 我仍爱你爱的不知天高地厚
为你再造一个新宇宙 不死之身 不死的温柔

撑着悲伤不回头 却感觉此刻你停不了的泪流
唯有爱 才能永垂不朽 唯有你 我才能找回我
唯有你 我才能找回我 唯有你 我才能找回我

霍元甲 -- 周杰伦

吓 命有几回合擂台等着
生死状赢了什么冷笑着
天下谁的 第一又如何 止干戈我辈尚武德
我的拳脚了得 却奈何徒增虚名一个
江湖难测 谁是强者 谁争一统武林的资格

小城里岁月流过去 清澈的勇气
洗涤过的回忆 我记得你 骄傲的活下去

霍霍霍霍霍霍霍霍
霍家拳的套路招式灵活
我我我我我我我我
活着生命就该完整渡过
我我我我我我我我
过错软弱从来不属于我
霍霍霍霍霍霍霍霍
我们精武出手无人能躲

北斗星

夜空的流星向寒冷的北方下墬
往北斗星的方位 你在我不了解的世界
城市的爱情弥漫著多少的虚伪
在表情冷漠的街 上演著离别
将过去刻化成石碑
我温习所有情节
却刻出一个字叫后悔

星星的眼泪 满天的风雪 我被回忆四面威胁
你拒绝了解 什么叫凋谢 什么叫做哭著失去一切
星星的眼泪 满天的风雪 谁不为爱伤痕累累
你竟然坚决 将故事结尾 我的笑容已经不完美

只有夏天盛开的玫瑰放肆的嘲笑落叶
自己却不敢不敢面对被搁在玻璃瓶的岁月

I Don't Wanna Be - Gavin DeGraw

I dont need to be anything other
Than a prison guard's son
I dont need to be anything other
Than a specialist's son
I dont have to be anyone other
Than the birth of two souls in one
Part of where im going, is knowing where im coming from

I dont want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who Im supposed to be
I dont want to be anything other than me

I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one who noticed?
I cant be the only one who's learned

I dont want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I dont want to be anything other than me

Can I have everyone's attention please?
If you're not like this and that, you're gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain
The crust of creation
My whole situation-made from clay to stone
And now I'm telling everybody

I dont want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
Im tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I dont want to be anything other than me

I dont want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I dont want to be anything other than me
I dont want to be

许愿池的希腊少女

Have been listening to Jolin's songs recently. Surprisingly to find that her songs are actually quite nice. I even use one of her song as my phone ringtone now.

=许愿池的希腊少女=

左岸的一座白色环形阶梯
浪人正在用和弦练习忧郁
晨曦下的少女听着吉他旋律
在许愿池边巴洛克式的叹息
少女手中的银币想要爱情
她的秘密
地中海湛蓝色的希腊婚礼
蒙马特邱陵叼烟斗男性
低头穿越前方蜿蜒的孤寂
对着空气收集他新诗的下一句
远方少女跟他一样在犹豫
少女手中的银币沉入池里
她的表情
像涟漪那么透明美丽
吉他换成了快乐的圆舞曲
诗人决定了标题许愿池的希腊少女

相信

你给我一个秘密 让我触摸到星星 在一个夏日夜里
走入了你的森林 聆听着你的呼吸 世界就睡在梦里
孤单都已经离去 只留下天和地 我和你永远在一起
看着我的眼睛 为什么要哭泣
那幸福太容易 让我不敢相信

一起穿一件雨衣 后座你抱得好紧病风雨中美好回忆
爱过的那些歌曲 有一天再也不听 我想你知道原因
黑夜终究要黎明 如果我 如果你 天一亮 要往哪里去
看着我的眼睛 为什么要哭泣
那幸福太容易 让我不敢相信
勾勾手盖手印 这一刻有约定
那爱情变美丽 因为我开始相信 yeah~~

看着我的眼睛 为什么要哭泣
那幸福太容易 让我不敢相信
勾勾手盖手印 这一刻有约定
那爱情变美丽 因为我开始相信

故事的最后结局 结算在那年冬季 孤独的冰冷风里
于是我问我自己 还能不能够相信 另一段爱情靠近
La~~~

现在是2001 永远的2001 跟想像有点距离
我将她唱在歌里 曾经属于我们的相信 希望我们永远都不要忘记
La~~~ La~~~ La~~~

如果的事 - 范玮琪&张韶涵

我想过一件事 不是坏的事
一直对自己坚持爱情的意思
像风没有理由轻轻吹着走
谁爱谁没有所谓的对与错
不管时间 说着我们在一起有多坎坷

我不敢去证实 爱你两个字
不是对自己矜持也不是讽刺
别人都在说我其实很无知
这样的感情被认定很放肆
我很不服 我还在想着那件事

如果你已经不能控制 每天想我一次
如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影 听我爱的cd
果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉 为爱勇敢一次
如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信 这般恋爱心情
如果你能给我如果的事

我只要你一件如果的事
我会奋不顾身地去爱你

孙燕姿 -- 完美的一天

=另一张脸=
刮了一阵大风 莫明奇妙变天 无缘无故心情灰
站在窗前感觉就算世界少了我 其实也无所谓
蠢蠢欲动黑暗那一面 不停的在变形 吞掉我的极限
陷在又冷又黑的悲观里 就像出现另一张脸

看着这张陌生的脸 自己都讨厌
觉得心情起伏不定 没有人了解
觉得孤独想大声哭 觉得活得累
觉得一切一切 全都虚伪

我想像个傻子一样 笑着过一天
想要看着你的微笑 相信有明天
想要留下每一分钟 快乐的感觉
偏偏这张脸 在我意志脆弱
无奈又胡思乱想害怕时就出现 不了解

看不见 灰的脸 我的脸


=隐形人=
无论你肯或不肯 我都选择等
等到你结束好久 探险的旅程
要是没有寂寞陪衬 没有途中的灰尘
你怎会向往家门

你越是想要诚恳 其实越残忍
伪装不了你对我 漠视的眼神
你不许我听信永恒 不许我迷信我们
不许我奋不顾身

多想化成隐形的人 掩饰我伤痕
给你我的体温 好帮你驱走寒冷
看不见也能感受心疼
我想化成隐形的人 隐藏我的泪在翻滚
我在你凌乱世界 留下的指纹
对你是没心跳的一个吻

朋友都于心不忍 责备我愚蠢
但他们都回避我 执着的眼神
可知我对爱的虔诚 可知我迷信我们
可知我难得放任


=眼泪成诗=
我已经 已经把我伤口化作玫瑰
我的泪水 已经变成雨水早已轮回
我已经 已经把对白留成了永远
忘了天色 究竟是黑是灰

分手伤了谁 谁把他变美
我的眼泪写成了诗已无所谓
让你再回味 字不醉人人自醉
因为回忆总是美

我已经 已经把绝情变成了恭维
因为不配 你就忽然自卑说声失陪
我已经 已经把沉默变成了忏悔
无路可退 只能无言以对

分手伤了谁版谁把他变美
我的眼泪写成了诗已无所谓
让你再回味 字不醉人人自醉
因为回忆总是美
(你的品味总是美)