HoME ALoNE...

I'm all alone today... Both of my roommates are not in.... Have to stay all alone for the entire week....
Sigh... Feeling repeated up and down these few days. Am I really silly? I think that I am. Should not broad over something that is not happen at all. This is called "qi ren you tian"... Waste of time and it ruins my mood for study.... Should have realised this fact earlier.... But also not too late now.
PC was here juz now... She left her pants in my room after spent a night in my room last Saturday. She suggested me to join her and her friends for karaoke session. But I have just promised myself to study hard for the paper on Thursday. So I did not join them although I really hope to. *Cheers for my great determination to study hard*
I have changed a lot. Last Friday PC went to BarMed with her friends. She invited me along. But I really do not have the mood to hang around in disco or pub... Some more I have decided to quit all my bad habits long long ago. Though sometimes will think about them especially when I'm feeling down.... But lastly I still can quit them. But what I cannot quit is some beer..... Haha.... But of course will only have it when there is some special or meaningful occassion...
Maybe I'm too old for those night activities already. Or maybe I am just tired in my mind... Think about the old times hanging out with my friends.. It is really memorable... Oh ya, I miss the karaoke session and Gunung Lambak trip and even botak curry mee moments with my old classmates... But I wonder when only we have the chance to meet together and go for another gathering....
I must be getting old.... Keep thinking about the old days... Well, let's have a look at this (it does make sense...)
When you keep planning and dreaming about your future, that means you are still young.
When you keep thinking back the old days, that means you are already old.