Sunday, November 28, 2004

Sleepless night...

I fell asleep from 9pm until I was awakened by a phone call at 11.30pm. (Just as what I have said, I will surely be awakened by phone calls or sms whenever I sleep. Seems like this is true. ) It was LiFoon, the twin elder sister. She has given birth a baby boy last month. Next week her baby will be one month old and she asked me whether I will be back or not next week since she is going to invite me for her baby's full moon party. But too bad that I do not think that I will have time to go back. But still I congratulate for her for giving birth a cute and healthy baby.
After that I cannot sleep again. So I decided to wake up and arrange my chem lab results. It is time to do the lab report. But when I went into the bathroom, I decided to clean and wash the bathroom and toilet before start work on lab report. My weird habit starts again. I like to do room-cleaning in midnight. Why? Well, I have no idea on why I like to do so. Maybe it is just one of the bad habits of mine.
It has been one week we did not contact each other, not even a sms. What does this mean? Anyway, I am feeling better in this way. I am no more being tied up by some troubling thinking. Maybe it is time to give both of us a chance to cool down and think carefully about what we actually want.
But until now I still have not started to write my lab report yet. Maybe will do it later after I finish this blog. I am still not serious in my study even though I have promised myself to work hard. Sigh.... My another weird and bad habit. Maybe I should try to change myself, in the way I work. I should take things more seriously and not just making empty promises to myself.
Am I able to do it? Well, I know myself too well. It will be a tough mission for me to become more efficient and dedicated in my work. If I can do so, many things will have different outcomes. Well, it is useless to talk about what has passed. I still have to give it a try even though it will be tough. Otherwise I will never improve.

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