Lost....

I’m getting lost. I really have no idea of why am I working so hard? What is the goal to encourage me to keep on moving? Apart from study, what is there left in my life?

I’m more and more losing confidence and faith in myself. I really don’t know what I am doing for all the while. If it is to say that “nothing ventured, nothing gained”, but what if I already ventured but what I gained is never equivalent to my efforts? This is really something which made me disappointed and I’ll really lose the motivation…

I think I’m really lost… Maybe it’s time to adjust my mood. I need to get myself a better reason for keep on moving…