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Slept at 5am this morning. I start to lead my abnormal life again...

Planned to sleep till afternoon but I was awakened by Niu. He asked me about the movie session after the gathering tonight. I'm really kinda frustrated with this. Actually this is his and Mona's idea. But they don't take the responsible to show any effort of asking people on what movie to watch and how many tickets to be reserved. They just pretend to know nothing and simply throw everything to me. It's already very troublesome for me to inform all of the friends about the gathering. Now they want something more for the gathering but they do not want to bear the responbility to do something for it. Is this a suitable attitude they show to friends?

Sometimes I'm really tired with all this, and their attitude. Maybe I will not feel so if they ever show some co-operation or appreciation. Everytime when someone come out with the idea of having a gathering, all the job is pushed to me. Maybe this is an honour for me as they think that I can handle it well. But their cold attitude really make disappointed. Some will give response when I inform them about the gathering. But some will just pretend don't know (even if I can be very sure that my sms reached their phone) and do not give any response. Is it really so difficult to make a decision on whether to attend a gathering or not?

Sometimes I really feel that I'm just like a fool. Nobody seems to appreciate what I have done. When seeing the same people attend a gathering, they will start mocking at me. "Everytime also the same people, very 'sien' la....." Ok, if you think it is so easy then please, next time you can call people come out by your own. Don't push everything to me and then mock at what I have done.

I hate irresponsible people. I hate rude people even more!