Holidays again!!

So, my holiday starts again. Yeah, I'm having another week of holiday for the coming week. This is really a great semester with so many holidays and breaks. But it does not seem to be a good thing as my study life will become more tensed since the schooling days has reduced and I will have to rush up on so many things at the same time.

Watched a movie named Stigmata just now. Well, the scenes in that movie are really quite scary and the feel is so real. I can sense the pain and sufferings that the girl experienced in that movie when seeing the nails being pierced into her wrists and feet. I'm not a strong religious person. But I do believe in the exist of a creator. There are just too many things in this world which are unexplainable.

I have discovered a funny and weird phenomenon in life. When there is something comes to something regarding someone's faith, there will be many different ways to explain it. People tends to compare or judge others using own's value of assessment. I realise more about this when knowing that the socialization process is to make people adapt to social norm. (I learned this in Sociology) The main reason of this is so that we will be accepted by the other social members and as a main rule to join the social. So it seems to be inappropriate if one acts or thinks so different than others in the same world.

Anyway, it is just about how you think and what do you believe in. For me, I think that it is okay to be different from others. As long as you have the correct faith in yourself and your life, and you are so clear that your goal and what you are doing will not harm others, just be the way you are! There is nothing wrong to be different from others. Every individual is unique and it is not necesary for one to change his or her thinking or behaviours just to please and be accepted by others.

I do believe in this but I realise that sometimes in real life, it is not easy to really be myself. Rumours and people's critisizes can really beat one down. Sigh... It is just so challenging to keep believe on one's faith. But we have to try, and that is the meaningful part of life.

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