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I have no idea of what I am thinking now. Things seems to be tough for me. I have been feeling down since last night. Some weird thought just kept wandering in my mind. I tried to talk to someone. But pressing down the contact list in my phone, I have no idea of who I can turn to. That is a strange feeling that I'm being all alone, facing everything all by myself.

I called back home. But I have no idea of what I can talk to my parents. It is not my style of making them worried about me.

I had a shower sat under the shower head. The water kept splashing onto my face and I tried to refresh myself by doing so. But I find it useless to make myself feeling better.

I watched 3 movies on vcd since last night just to stop myself from thinking too much. But it seems to be quite useless. My mood is still as bad as before.

I woke up this morning and cleaned my room. I washed the bathroom, swept and mopped the floor, changed my bedsheet, rearranged my belongings... After I have done so much yet it still cannot change my mood.

Sigh... I am in no mood to do anything. How can I make myself feel better?