Courage

I forget to mention about the last yamcha session with FF last Saturday. Well, she has broken up with her boyfriend several weeks ago. The reason is that she cannot bear with his jealousy and over-interfere in her life. But I think that the most important reason is that she falls into another guy, Alvin who is her colleague but already attached.

At first this Alvin said that he has no more feelings to his girlfriend (who is a pharmacist, and happens to be Diana's senior) and he is going to break up with her soon. According to FF, Alvin is very nice to her and they will always come out together and share a lot among themselves. So when there is comparison, FF feels that her boyfriend is not that good since he is too quiet, jealous and over-interfere in her social life. So finally FF decided to leave her boyfriend and plans to be together with Alvin. Yet Alvin still has his girlfriend beside him now. So, things become quite complicated.

FF told me that they are just good friends. But who will believe when she told me that she went to Genting with him last weekend? Ya, just the TWO of them went to Genting together.

I know this friend of mine too well. She is a girl who is so easily falling into someone, and she is so brave and she just has the courage to pursue what she wants. I knew this when she could express her love bravely and directlyto a few of our friends when we were still in secondary school.

She is brave to get what she wants. This is actually a good point. At least she has paid the effort. There is still a chance to succeed when you try. If you don't try, there will be nothing.

But I just do not have that kind of courage...