All about money

Did not go to school for the day. I am still feeling tired and lazy. Sigh... Just what's wrong with me? I lost the interest and power to move on in everything!

Brother has asked money from me again. He said that he is so poor until does not have money to eat in S'pore. I really wonder what kind of life he is leading now. He has been working in JB for quite time. He has salary about RM1200 a month. He uses his own money as he likes, never send any money back home yet he claims to me that he is terribly poor.

This is the second time he asks money from me since last Friday. First he told me that he has no money for the process fees of a working permit application. Fine, I banked in RM150 into his account. Just three days later he told me that he does not have enough money to survive till end of the month before he can get his salary. And I am really kind enough to bank in another Rm150 for him just now.

Sigh... I am not a money printer. I am only a poor student who relies on the very pathetic amount of loan from PTPTN and some little extra earnings during school holidays. There is really nothing much I can do if he needs help again.

When can he be really serious about his own future? When can he have better sense in his own finance condition?