Lazy

I am never good at Chemistry. Spent the day on reading the stuff which is so hard to be comprehend. Sigh... It is really so difficult for me to understand about the mechanism. Why do I have to know where does the electron go? Why do I have to know how does the nucleophile attack a molecule? I am not going to that high level to apply all those things in my life!

Sigh... I am just frustrated with myself. It seems like I am so stupid for not able to understand all those things.

I think that it will be better for me to skip reading. I should try solving questions in past year papers. This is the way of doing revision for a lazy person like me.