Another day is wasted...

Well, it's 5am and I'm still awake... Was reading educational philosophy before this. But I only managed to read something on perennialism, essentialism and progressivism. There are a lot more to study.... Some more I haven't touched anything on Calculus II yet!!!!
Instead of studying, I watched The Prince and Me just now. It is a nice story. Well well.... Paige is a lucky girl to meet Eddie who is the king-to-be. Such kind of true love does not exist in real life.... Maybe I am too aggressive to say so. But that is really how I feel. This kind of fairy tale story is attracting, since it is impossible to happen in people's life! That is the reason why so many people like such kind of stories, including myself.
Actually I do believe that true love does exist in somewhere, but just maybe not everyone have the chance to grab it. Once the chance is over, you may never meet it anymore. That is why people are encouraged to love bravely and confidently. But sometimes, there are too many things to be considered about in this matter. There are many times that we missed out something or someone because of some reasons. I consider those as the "amazing" things in life. You will never know who will you meet in the next moment. You will never able to predict what is going to happen in the next second.
I once read a story about a man who attains the ability to predict future. He describes his life as "reading an old newspaper again and again". He knows what is going to happen but he cannot change the reality. He can even "see" how he is going to die. But he cannot do anything about it! Maybe many of us will think that it is a great thing to own the power to predict our life. But, life is amazing because of its unknown. Is there anything interesting if you have known all about your life? Maybe I am feeling sad or frustrated for my studies at this moment. But if I do not struggle so much now, what will happen to my future?
I believe that everything happens with certain purpose though sometimes we cannot see it. But I think, when one has experienced something, he or she must have gain or learn something from it.
That's why.... Though I am struggling for exam... But I think that once I pass through it, I will have new experience and new feeling to it. That is the interesting part of life~~