Thursday, October 07, 2004

What ever will be, will be.

I was chatting with my roommates just now. She is in hometown now since she is having her industrial training there. She told me something about a guy whom she knows during the Langkawi Project last week. Well, it seems that the guy is quite interested to develop further relationship with her. But the problem is, now is their holiday and they cannot meet each other for about 3 months. So now can only wait and see what will happen next.
And I finally tell her about what has been in my mind recently. I told her about how he had confused me. This is also a chance for me to see the entire incident in a clearer and more rational way. Well, after telling her what has happened between me and him, I find out that it is just a very normal and unremarkable experience. Maybe I was just thinking too much. During that time, I was too irrational. Now when I can think about it in a more rational way, I think that I was just being very silly. Actually, nothing has ever happen between us! What has confused me are some intimate messages. Maybe I have get the wrong idea.
I feel better when say out what is troubling my mind. I have realised something new in this. Actually I do not have to worry so much. If he and I are fated to be together, we will be together. Otherwise, we will remain as friends. Time can prove something. It is still early to draw any conclusion now. Just let it be in its natural way. Whatever will be, will be.

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