Sunday, October 17, 2004

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He has been very cold to me for these few days..... I can feel it from his sms to me. Or maybe I should say, it is me who treated him coldly. Just what is wrong with the two of us????
Ever since I rejected to go to JB with him early in this month, something has changed. Though seems nothing has ever happened, but I know that there are some differences. Maybe I should go with him that day. But I don't know why I refused to. It must be in my subconscious mind that I don't want to get involved with something.... (Am I thinking too much? Maybe I am.)
My mind is wandering somewhere..... This is usual during exam. I tend to be depressed and moody during exam.... As a result, some little things will make me distracted easily and I cannot focus on what I want to do. It is really hard to ask me to concentrate on something. Sigh...
I am a weird person. I admit that I am...... Hopelessly weird....

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