Don't ask me anymore.....

Something is wrong with me. I am very sure with this.
Cin has been asking me about it. Arrgggghhhhhhhh......... Please don't ask me anymore. I myself also don't know the answer.... Frankly, I am doing something to keep myself away from this. I don't know why I will do so. I do not wish to involve myself in it. I have had enough with it. But.... I am also confused with myself. Maybe..... My mind is playing games with me.....
Sigh.... I have disappointed myself AGAIN. I did not work hard as I have promised to myself yesterday. Instead of working on my Non-Parametric Statistics, I spent the whole day hanging around outside, shopping, eating and lastly reading novels till 4.30am in this morning!!! I am totally useless........
I did not contact him for 2 days already. He seems to be busy. I know that. He is busy. Maybe I should just let it be the way it is now.
Enough with all these!!!!!!!!!!!! It's time to study!!!!! Never be distracted again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!